"Dont wanna be torn"

I have a decision to make. It is completely my choice. No one can answer

this for me. It's all on me. So do I say 'Yes' or answer with a firm 'No'...

I wish there was a sign. Something to show me what the right choice

would be. I've considered all of the possibilities of both outcomes.

The negatives aren't enough to overrule the positives. However, I

don't want to regret this. Whether its sooner or later. Regret is what

I am trying to avoid. I know the quote "don't regret anything because

at one point it was what you really wanted." I just don't have

enough faith in myself to make the right choice with nothing bad to follow.

*I found this song. And it says it all. Listen to your heart.*

Maybe its the things I say
Maybe I should think before I speak
But I thought I knew enough to know myself
And do whats right for me

And these walls I'm building now
You used to bring them down
The tears I'm crying out
You used to wipe away


I thought you said it was easy
Listenin' to your heart
I thought you said I'd be ok
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn

Maybe I should choose
Between what I want
And what you think I need

Cause I'll always be your little girl
But even little girls have got to dream
Now it all feels like a fight
You were always on my side
All I need now
Is to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy
Listenin' to your heart
I thought you said I'd be ok
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing?
Complicated and consuming
Why does all this make me angry?
Wanna go back to being happy

Cause here I'm crying now
Trying to walk away

I thought you said it was easy
Listenin' to your heart
I thought you said I'd be ok
So why am I breaking apart?
Don't wanna be torn