f_ _ _mylife

So this afternoon my mom and I get in an argument

and I decide that it's best for me to leave the house

instead of just lying in my room, sobbing my eyes out.

So I got to the park and bike the 8 mile in record time

(30 minutes). I had suglasses on but I'm pretty sure some

people could still tell I was crying because they would look

at me weird; and I think one lady tried talking to me but

I head headphones in so I couldn't hear. I just kept on

biking. I sat on a bench for, Oh I don't know, half an hour?

I decided to stay out as long as I could. I went up to the

really big hill and sat on a bench there for awhile until some

creepy old guy walking smiled his creepy smile and waved at me,

then I took off faster than you could say RAPEEEEE. I might

just be paranoid, but he wasn't a cute old guy, he was creepy.

I cruised around for a bit realizing I honestly had no where

to go. (and not just because the library was closed. I wouldn't

have gone there anyway because I was a mess and couldn't

pull myself together.) But I decided to come home. Thinking

my mom would be all mad and upset I was gone for so long

and stormed out the way I did, turns out she wasn't even home.

She left shortly after I did to do grocery shopping with my sister.

Psshhh. Me wasting time trying to worry her that I'm gone for

2 hours when she knows I'm never at the park more than 45 minutes.

Oh well, I plan on being locked in my room all tonight and tomorrow.

Except when I sneak out to pee. And when my laptop dies I'll have

to get the charger too.