Let's call this friend
Rock. (so you don't know if its a boy or girl, but by the way I talk about Rock, you'll probably be able to figure it out.) It all started in the beginning of 6th grade. I thought Rock was so cool and I really wanted to be Rock's friend. And in 6th grade Rock was in my class so we grew to be very close friends. Rock would come over to my house and we'd have sleepovers and have so much fun. (you probably just figured out Rock's gender...told you.) Anywho, Rock introduced me to cheerleading and we were so so close. We both made the cheerleading squad in 7th grade and that made me feel even closer and more appreciative of Rock. Rock had introduced me to this new passion I had no idea I had or even held talent for. Sure we had a few ups and downs but which close friends don't? Yeah. So anyways, in Jr. High, Rock and I were still friends through cheerleading but we had aquired new friends and different cliques, and circles, to hang around. Of course that was okay. I felt like I could lean onto Rock because Rock was going through some rough things but I looked up to Rock as a solid figure. Once high school came around, we were still friends through cheerleading and even had a class or two together so we still chatted. Then sophomore year we had no classes, no cheerleading, nothing to keep our friendship together. Of course we still said
Hi in the hallways and smiled at eachother and talked if we saw eachother after school at friends' lockers, but other than that, Rock and I had lost touch. Then I left school and we only talked virtually and not even real concersations.
Last night I had a dream about Rock, and we were at this weird camp (I'm not sure where, but that's how dreams go.) and I loved that we were really close and really great friends again. It made me miss the days in the past when we were so close. I'm not sure if Rock will read this or not, and even if Rock does, I don't know if they will realize this is directed towards them. Rock you are still in my heart. You will always be. I will always desire your friendship and cherish the amazing moments we had. I love you Rock ,and I always will.
I miss my Rock.
I just teared up quite a lot.
ReplyDeleteI knew you'd get it!
ReplyDeleteYou're the biggest sweetheart ever.
ReplyDeleteAnd I miss you too, a LOT.
I know. I didn't realize how much I missed you (and past times) until I had that dream. And usually I rarely remember my dreams so it was strange to wake up and be on my mind. I felt like it was God telling me something.
ReplyDeleteYeah. Like two weeks ago I started this post about all the friends I was thankful for, and I had you there in the mix. And I talked about pretty much the same thing you did in this post, but I ended up deleting it. It made me relalize how much I missed things, but i didn't want you to read it and not feel the same way. So I'm very glad that you do.
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Awe. How could I not feel the same way? Like we were soooo super close. of course that's something we'd both miss and want to still have. But yeah I never read that post.
ReplyDelete*I can't really figure out how to follow people's blogs on here.
I've been meaning to figure it out so I can keep track of yours
and kelly. but no such luck. lol
This is so sweet. It warms my heart. Friends are the best.
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Yeah, I ended up deleting the post because of the whole "AHHH she might not feel the same way and then I'd feel really idiotic."
ReplyDeleteUhmmm, as for the following on someone's blog, I think it has to be on their profile, it's a button? I'll have to see if I have one.