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good lord!! I get so maddd at myself when these things
happen. like GOSH JENNIFER don't give in. be mean
not nice. Don't let people take advantage of you. I swear
on my life its so annoying and frustrating. (DONT WORRY
I'LL EXPLAIN WHAT HAPPENED) It just bugs me that
people only want to do "acting" so they can be rich, or
famous, or meet famous people and what not. GODDDD!
It makes me so mad and frustrated.
So here's the story:
This girl (yes I know her but haven't talked to her since
7th grade) messages me on facebook saying "Do you know
any good agents/websites/locations that are for acting. I want
to get into acting but I don't know EXACTLY how."
DUMB DUMB DUMB. this is the number one way to make me
so frustrated and mad. Like for real!?!?!?!!?
1)it's NOT THAT HARD. EVER HEARD OF GOOGLE!?!
2)We haven't talked in forever you're just using me.
WHY THE HECK DID I REPLY?!?
she doesn't want to do acting. It's not a passion she has.
She wouldn't tolerate the long days, the demanding rehearsals,
the cruelty and rejection of the industry. I KNOW I KNOW IKNOW!
SHE just wants to be famous. She just wants to brag to her friends.
She just wants to say "I live in Hollywood, I do acting, I'm rich,
I know famous people." GAHHHH AMETUER.! (i know its spelt
wrong.) I DONT CARE.
I have put so much into this just to get where I am (which isn't too far).
My parents spent boocoo bucks on acting lessons I've been taking for
a year. 18 HOURS A WEEKEND! I leaarn the businesss and I enjoy it
because it is what I truly love. I left high school so it wouldn't hold me
back from auditions. and guess what I WAS RIGHT AND MADE A GOOD
DECISION WITH THAT. OR ELSE I WOULDNT HAVE AN AGENT OR
HAVE GONE TO ALL THOSE AUDITIONS. OR HAVE GONE TO THOSE
PHOTOSHOOTS TO GET MY HEADSHOTS AND PICTURES TO SEND OUT.
I'm more than dedicated to this. (not that other actors aren't, I'm sure they
can empathize with me) BUT WHY THE HECK DID I REPLY TO HER!?
I SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOULDN'T HAVE SHOULDN'T HAVE! DANGIT!
IT JUST MAKES ME SO MAD. I DEDICATE SO MUCH WORK INTO THIS.
EVERY DAY I PRACTICE EVERY OTHER MONOLOGUE I HAVE MEMORIZED.
YES I HAVE 6 MONOLOGUES MEMORIZED FOR AUDITIONS. this girl
doesn't even know what a monologue is I KID YOU NOT!!. it just makes me
so mad she all of a sudden decides she's going to ask JENNIFER ON FACEBOOK
HOW TO DO ACTING BECAUSE SHE WOULD LOOK SO COOL TO EVERYONE
I'm really sorry for this but I really really really needed to vent. I didn't
really expect anyone to care or read the whole thing. but I didn't want to
go punch a wall or anything (no, I don't need anger management [: thanks)
DOES ANYONE ELSE AGREE WITH ME THOUGH?!?!?!??!
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ReplyDeleteWell, it sounds like this girl clearly does not have a passion for acting. Just because you gave her some information doesn't mean that you gave her any passion or any talent. Not only that, but my guess is that she won't even follow through and use the information. It takes a lot of guts to act, I know. And although it sounds nice and many people would like to do it, they just don't have it in them to put themselves out there like that, vulnerable to severe criticizm and scrutiny. So I wouldn't be so hard on yourself (although I totally understand feeling the need to vent about it), live and learn right? You didn't do her as big a favor as you think. You are the one going places and you're only going to get better! So I wouldn't worry about this girl. :D
ReplyDeleteI knew you'd know how I felt and you'd understand most since you're a passionate actor as well Brandie. you know more about it than anyone. You're right, honestly. So thank you. This made me feel better.
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