Wow.

It just hit me as I woke up this morning that today is my last day of summer.

(not that my school is that demanding, but its no summer vacation either..)

Of course I'm not quite ready for school. For starters; my printer isn't working

so there goes half of my school work right there. When I found out that I could

graduate after this year-I'd have enough credits-I was excited at first. One less

year of school work. But then I really got to thinking and didn't know if I

actually wanted to. What would I do with my "Senior year". Work? Go

to college a year early? Leave and go live by myself and get a job? Well I

figured this all out thanks to a song. Yes, a song. I now have made all the

decisions to the questions that have been haunting me for the past few

weeks. I know what I want to do with my future. And for that, I started

to cry when I made that realization. Yes, I cried. But that's just the type of

person I am. Accept me. For I now know which way my life is going. (or rather

which way I want it to go.)