Good Lord!

Sooo I'm really only on here because I skipped my school work the

past few days..I only did the bare minimum which would be assignments

to be turned in and not the 20 page reading lessons. (yes you read a TON

with online schooling). Soo if you do the math...I have 6 classes. One lesson

each day. I skipped some days, and I have todays, and then I'm doing tomorrow's

work (well I was planning on it anyway..) since I'll be gone all day. So as you

can see I'm kind of in a rut. I usually just do my school work every day and it

takes an hour or less to complete it since I usually work on it late at night.

(I decided to take my insomnia up on a more positive note and be productive

while I wait for sleep to come..) annnd now I've been sitting here since 11AM

(yes thats when I woke up) and its currently 1:30 PM and my attention, concentration,

learning ability is gone for the day..and I still have 4 days of US government/Politics

left annnnd 3 days of Pre-calc. UGHHH too bad the average American attention

span is only 20 minutes...and continuing to fall. Or else maybe I'd be able

to actually get this stuff done. I've been on every website I can possibly access

to try and avoid this. Apparently taking little "breaks" doesn't work. You

basically just shut down your thinking status in your brain and its

impossible to get it back up and running. OH well.

Its destiny

Never underestimate the power of true love, my friends.

Life can be tough, hard, cruel, rough, unfair, misleading,

and not as you would like it to be. But hang in there.

"If you're lucky enough to find that one person, the other

half of your heart, your true soul mate...hold on to them.

And never let them go."No I have no experienced true love.

I'm only seventeen. But I do believe my soul mate is out

there. I may or may not have met him. I may have a hunch

or I may be naive. But God is telling me to go on and be

strong. This is the only life I'll ever get. The good lord

made someone just for me. And He is watching me along

this long, endearing journey as I slowly make my way

along His path. And he smiles down upon me, like he is

tonight. And I return my heart felt smile. You should too.

Yes I had a very good night. It was probably one of the best in my life.

I am very happy and nothing can bring me down right now.

MISS BRANDIE I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU :) (& YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN! )

Can somebody help me..

So I used to be a straight A student (with a few occasional B's, no biggie) and I used to stay up at night working on my school work for the next day or two or three. That's how crazy successful of a student I was. I don't know what's happening to me... I can't focus on my school work for anything! No, not just my school work... I can't read leisurely like I used to, I just can't focus on what I'm reading. I can't practice my violin for as long as I used to. I used to be able to stand there and play for almost an hour, and now I can barely do it for 10, 15 minutes tops. My grades at the moment are at an all time low, I have 2 D's, 3 C's, and 1 B. JENNIFER LYNN ELIZABETH WICKMAN! How the heck are you supposed to get into college? I dunno =\ Right now I have 6 classes worth of work to get done but I just CAN'T. You guys don't understand. I can't look at anything like I used to. What's wrong with me?! I can't sleep at night. My average time of falling asleep is around 5AM. If its any sooner I consider myself lucky. I have this kind of 'anxious' feeling all the time. It's weird. I'm falling apart at the seams and I don't even know what's going on!